Kavin’s Original Music Library

Welcome to my library of original music!. You will notice that all songs are authored under my demo scene handle, Silent Vengeance M.O.C. Song. Songs are available to download in both MP3 format and in the original Tracker Module format where applicable. Each song will also contain song notes that were pulled from the module file if they existed.

My songs can be used royalty free with a few requirements / restrictions.

  1. Please attribute the song to me (Kevin Stone)
  2. My music is not to be used in anything that promotes any type of hatred or bigotry or in any content where humans are harming other humans or living creatures.

Forest Rain’s Lonely Melody 2026 Remake

This is currently a work in progress. I still need to record the vocal tracks for the final version. That said, There won’t be a tracker file (.IT) for the final version. Tracker software was never really designed for big vocal tracks. The memory constraints of the time made that impossible. Schism is advanced enough to do it but its more work than just using Audacity to layer the vocals over top the instrumental.

Instrumental Only Version:

Forest Rain’s Lonely Melody 2026 Remake Song Notes and Lyrics

“Forest Rains Lonely Melody 2026 Remix

Original:
“Forest Rain” – by Silent Vengeance MOC – 1997
First Remix by Word Macro – 1998
2026 Remix by Silent Vengeance MOC -2026
2026 Lyrics By Silent Vengeance MOC -2026

This song is about how some neurodivergent people are lonely and don’t fit
in. How most people don’t notice or simply take advantage of their
strengths and kindness.

Intro and Interlude are the thoughts of a person experiencing a life like
this.

Verses are the story teller telling the person’s story.

The first Chorus line asks if anyone can see the suffering person as does
the second.

The final Chorus line is a promise of the potential future if things
remain as they are.

Lyrics:

Intro –

So different.
My mind.
Always alone.
Can’t fit in anywhere.

Broken Heart!
Broken.
Nothing can ease this pain.
As it grows
As it grows
And it grows
And it grows
And it grows

Verse 1 –

One in a world they can’t fit in.
Different mind, different heart within.

Search-ing endlessly to find a way.
No success. Failing Day by Day.

Chorus A –
Hey there can’t you see any part of me?
On the forest rain’s lonely melody.

Verse 2 –

Each time reaching out they’d try and again.
They’d be used, thrown away, no friends.

Interlude –

Hope is gone.
is gone.
I gave my all.
My all.
Not Enough.
Not Enough.
I am lost.
I am lost.
I am very lost.

Noting Left.
Nothing.
Now I long for the grave.
For the grave.
For the grave.
For the grave.
For the grave.
For the grave.

Chorus B –

Hey There can’t you see any part of me?
On the forest rain’s lonely melody.

Now from this pain I can be free.
On the forest rain’s lonely melody.

Rap subvocals during regular piano after first interlude during Verse and
Chorus parts:

Sorrow flows, flows through your mind, taking you through the darkness of
time.

Amissio Familiaritas – 1999

Amissio Familiaritas Song Notes.

Amissio Familiaritas
By
Silent Vengeance MOC / CSR
1999

Ok ive been reading the tolkien novels and i kinda know the end of the
lord of the rings trillogy and I decided wouldnt it be nice to write a
song that might in the smallest way possible reflect what Samwise Gamgee’s
feeling as he watches the grey ship carry off his best friend and master
to unknown lands forever. The title and words are in latin and although
they are spelled correctly (i think) they are more than likely
mis-pronounced and in poor grammer. Oh well i only know a few things about
the ancient language so i did my best.=)

i can always be reached at
kevin@kbr.net

The following are the words used in the song and their translation. (I
should make you look them up but ill be nice this once)

caliga — Darkness (this word is in alot of my songs)
despero — Despair (this one is another favorite)
amissio familiaritas — Loss of friendship
passim — Everywhere

Well these were grabbed from a latin dictionary as words. And i found the
best meanings i could. Have fun and enjoy the song

Baltimore’s Night Heat – 1998

Baltimore’s Night Heat Song Notes

Baltimore’s Night Heat
By
Silent Vengeance MOC /CSR
1998

Composed for hellrider Game

Baltimore overworld map in the begining 🙂

Envision your alone in the night. You must escape the one who is following
you. Stalking, Tracing your every move. Hopeing for a chance to strike you
down. You run but the night seems to never end as its heat slowly catches
up to you.

Greetz
Acell
Troll
Pizzahead
All other members of CSR that i dont know yet

Legend
Necros
Pulse
Fisherman
Mild
Ms. Saigon
Moby Disk
Beek
Yannis
Mick Rip
chaos303
Everyone else on #trax that i forgot
The world